Preston people: Rebecca Cook and her poems of Preston
Followers of this web site and readers of the Preston History book may well remember Rebecca. She described so vividly what life was like at Preston during World War Two. Link: Rebecca and WW2Rebecca has written two poems which capture her thoughts on returning to Preston twenty years after she had left the village and the effect of World War Two on the village.
All ChangeI went back home to Preston, to the place where I was bornTo see if there were cornflowers, still, and poppies in the corn.But as in other places there were changes to be seenAnd where the scarlet poppies grew, now barley reigned supreme.I climbed the road up Preston Hill which runs beside Wain Wood(I never rode my bike up there but always wished I could)A notice saying 'Public Path' stood brazenly to tellThe world at large, our secret way, that leads to Bunyan's Dell. The Bothy still looks much the same, but do the violets growIn wild profusion ‘neath the hedge the same as long ago?And is it nearly forty years since I went there to playFor whenever I see violets it seems but yesterday.I looked out for the railed pond where so often we were daredTo walk right round the narrow edge - and I was always scaredI noticed now, the pond was gone. The rails held nothing moreThan a little patch of ground which stood beside the college door. Then as I wandered on my way I reached the village greenBut the elm trees I was looking for were nowhere to be seen.The one which spread its branches wide to shelter all of usFrom rain or sun when waiting there to catch the Luton busHad disappeared; and in it's place, a notice rather bleakSaying 'Bus stop' with a list of times the bus comes through each week. Across the other side I saw the village pump still stoodIn stoic resignation there as if it always wouldSaying to the villagers "You may have 'H' and 'C'”And showers and coloured basins, but it doesn't worry me.I have seen more generations come and go than I can tellAnd many are the secrets which were shared beside the well." But what about the chapel where we went week after weekMum and nine or ten of us to fill two rows of seats.With Florrie Cannon at the organ in her Sunday hatAnd Ernie in the congregation, singing rather flat.Now they've gone to Glory and the Browns have moved awayAnd the chapel has been sold out to some businessmen, they say.And is it true, the little church, where with the school we wentUpon Ash Wednesday every year, to mark the start of LentIs very seldom open; Walter Peters, are you there?Or the Palmers or the Currells, is there nobody to care? And I looked beyond the lych gate through the avenue of yewsAnd thought of all the college girls who helped to fill the pewsAnd the bell we rang for Victory but will no longer chimeO'er the gravestones so symbolic of the transience of time. A little further on, the final denigration cameJust when I'd hoped our dear old road near Long Mead looked the sameI saw a notice, 'Butcher's Lane', as if we didn't knowThat road was known as ‘Butcher's Lane’ a hundred years ago? And insult piled on injury, the banks had all been mownI much preferred them in the days when they were overgrownWhen we sometimes found wild strawberries and took them home with gleeAll cradled in a cowslip leaf, to give to Mum for tea. For every place in which we stay, we like to make a changeAnd then those coming after us will always rearrange.All the generations which were there before we cameWould, if they could come back again no doubt feel just the same. So, would it not be better if we never did retraceOur footsteps back to childhood; for if we find the placeIs full of alterations and the meadows which were oursAre covered up with concrete paths instead of summer flowersWe only want to hurry home, forget the things we've seenLest upon our reminiscences these things should intervene. In memory we can go back, the images remainLocked in our hearts forever and the places stay the same.The pettitoes are growing in the meadow by the woodThe sycamore is standing in the place it always stood.The ponds arc full of tadpoles and the days are always warmThere are buttercups and quaking grass and poppies in the corn.But progress is progress and time marches onAnd it's no use sighing for the days which are gone. Some things will change and others will decayBut the word of the Lord will never fade away.And those mansions in Heaven on that bright shining mornWill be fairer by ten thousand than the poppies in the corn. (Malachi 3: 6 ‘For I the Lord do not change’ NIV)
I Remember(A poem for the 50 year commemoration of VE day 1945) I remember. I remember, when the country went to warWhen the threat of Nazi Germany was shadowing our shoreWhen the voice of Neville Chamberlain came on the air to say“The British Isles is now at war" upon that warm September day. I remember I remember how little, lost evacueesCame, invading our school playground, gas masks banging round their kneesCheery, sad, some poorly clad. We eyed the strangers up and downCountry children out of danger. Cockney kids from Canning Town. I remember, I remember - was it fifty years ago?How everybody pulled together then against the common foe‘Save-not spend’, ‘Make do and mend' and 'Dig for victory', they saidHow little waste there was in those days, how valuable a loaf of bread. I remember, I remember, signs of war were everywhereArmy lorries on manoeuvres; Blenheim bombers in the air.‘Right men! Left men!’; R A F men. Someone's husband, brother, son.Off to fight for king and country in the war against the Hun. I remember, I remember when it wasn't really strangeTo see an air-raid warden call and hastily to rearrangeThe blackout curtain, just In case the man should see a chink of lightGiving signals to a German overhead at dead of night. I was just a schoolgirl then and - well, it has to be confessedI didn't mind, when in the middle of a horrid history testThe air raid warning went and caused an interruption in the classAs we hurried to a safer place for fear of falling glass. I remember, I remember how the village was bereftOf all the able-bodied men as one by one they upped and leftKen and George and Dick and William; Cousin James and brother JackAll received their call-up papers. Many never did come back. I remember. I remember just before we went to bedStanding on the lawn and watching as the distant sky turned red.Not alas the evening sunset; this was London in the blitz.Only thirty miles from us were people being blown to bits. I remember, I remember how the chiming of Big BenReverberated round the room as Dad turned on the news again.Parents' thoughtful sombre faces as they heard how planes were lostShips torpedoed, soldiers missing. Freedom's terrifying cost And again I can remember being frightened as I sawA doodlebug come chugging past as I stood rooted to the floorWatching, waiting at the window. "Please dear God don't let it stop"For when the engine coughed and cut out, then the dreadful thing would drop. O and then I can remember when the darkest days were thereHow the British people gathered for a national day of prayer.Backs were up against the wall and situations such as thoseBrings a nation back to God and brings it down upon it's knees Was the apple blossom blooming sweetly on the orchard bough?Were the willow and the chestnut lovely then as they are now?Did the bright clematis gambol gaily round the cottage doorAnd did the blackbird sing it's heart out just as though we weren't at war? Yes, from what I can remember, as I look back and reflectHeartbreak, death and devastation on these things have no effect.God has set the world in motion. Man alone is given a choiceNature follows His instructions. Man can just ignore his voice. I remember, I remember that Tuesday on the eighth of MayAnd how the world was given the tidings. “Peace at last. 'Twas Victory day"Church bells rang, bonfires were lighted, There was dancing in the square"Now thank we all our God" we sang - and many people left Him there. Once again we need to gather, crying out 'What have we done,What has happened to our nation since the war was fought and won.’Then we turned to God to save us in our time of desperate need.Now men worship other gods and follow in another creed.The lesson seems to be forgotten, That is why the memoryMust be preserved if only as the guardian of our liberty;But the words our dear King gave us, that first Christmas of the warStill apply to all of us today as ever did before. “I said to him who I saw standing at the gateway of the yearGive me a light so I tread safely in this unknown path I fear”And he replied “Go in the darkness. Place your hand in that of GodIt shall be a better light. Safer than any path you’ve trod”
Rebecca adds, “...calling my book of poems, “Poppies in the Corn” is a bit sentimental but that was in the days before we had sprays to kill them off - pretty as they are, where there are poppies, there is no wheat and one special field which we cycled by on the way to school, every year war ablaze with poppies. Both of the poems were written about twenty years ago.............when I said in the “All Change” poem that I wished I could have ridden my bike up Preston Hill, I meant that although we biked into Hitchin every day to the Grammar School and whilst my brothers and other lads had gears on their bikes, I didn't - and always ended by dismounting and pushing my bike to the top coming home.’ A comment from a contemporary - WD: “Oh Philip, "delightful" simply does not cut it. They are, in my opinion, absolutely brilliant and evoke very clear and wonderful memories. Her "All Change" I loved because I went all the way to Preston with her, the field of poppies and having to walk up the hill pushing my bike. The church which is seldom open (I have actually never been inside it!) and walking through the lych gate and through the avenue of yews. "In memory we can go back" I think she is right, memories are better , locked in our hearts forever and things stay the same. “I Remember,” which brought many memories. The evacuees, my long lasting friendship with one of them who remained in Hitchin and died just last October. I remember too Wailing Willie sounding and we all had to troop to somewhere safer than the classrooms - don't think it happened often enough for me because I hated school! I certainly remember the night my mother woke me to see on the horizon the glow of the London blitz, she told me I was watching history. I remember too staying with a friend overnight and watching a doodlebug fly through the sky, I believe it came down somewhere near Charlton. And of course I remember Victory day, I too was in the square, along with my recently dead friend, singing along to all the music with St Mary's illuminated in the background. No, so very much more than “delightful”!